Awake at late hours

So as it is now about 1:30 in the morning, I am sitting here thinking why on earth am I up this late?! I can't figure it out. However I have thought for awhile about how I handle being pushed into the corner of someones mind or life. That is one of my biggest pet-peeves. I really don't like to be told that someone would do something for me and then they ditch me for something or someone else. How frustrating!! I am not sure where I was going with that one....