things you might not know

I don't know who reads my blog, if anyone, but I decided that I would tell you some things about me you might not know. Some might know and others might not know.

1. I am right handed but really want to become left handed as well.


2. I love the TV series Greys Antonmy, Friends, and One Tree Hill.


3. I have no real home anymore...I live between my parents house, my sister's house and my car...depending on the day and which job I work


4. I got my second job to distract me from unnecessary worry and stress; however I have just added to the stress and worry, go me ;)


5. I love reading so that I can escape and have some friends that the characters seem to be for me (lame I know)


6. I love puzzles. I could sit for hours listening to a movie or music while I was doing a puzzle


7. I have written a couple of song on the piano but need to put them on paper so I can play it the same way more than once


8. I can't play the same song the same way more than once


9. I have a love/hate relationship with food


10. I love to bake and then I hardly eat any of the food I bake


11. I pretend I am a tough person but really I am scared.


12. I don't really like being alone but I am constantly


13. I have bad luck with cell phones, guys and eating chocolate when wearing white


14. I haven't slept well or through the night for months


15. I have a huge sweet tooth


16. I am starting to love salads (or rabbit food as I call it)


17. I believe I am a fun, funny, smart, sweet, sensitive girl with a big heart.....I just need others to see these things


18. I try to be happy all the time but I have my bad days too


19. A couple of years ago I had a really hard time and it was a really dark unhappy time for me and I shut off my feelings/emotions for a good 2 years. I am now starting to have them come back and we aren't agreeing on things... so in other words I am kind of emotional sometimes because I don't know how to deal with my feelings anymore


20. I am very electronically challenged....computers, ipods, cell phones...etc.. we don't really agree much


21. I am scared to be alone, scared of success and failure


22. I have OCD alot at work


23. I clean when I get mad, frustrated or sad


24. I love to travel and see new things and even though it scares me I do alot of the traveling by myself


25. I always have to have some chapstick with me or I go nuts

Okay I think I will stop at 25 for now ;) Hope you all have a great day!

Things to keep me entertained

I have now picked up the hobby of knitting. Alot of the women at the hospital knit and they were wonderful to teach me how to do it. I am honestly surprised about how easy it is. I kind of really enjoy it.

Taste the rainbow! you have to make the rainbow before you can eat it...so I did. You should try it, it is enjoyable; you can feel like a little kid again.

I was out taking pictures and ran acrossed this redneck swing...I kind of want one.

One of things that I love the most is just being able to sit down and play the piano. I really hope to have a piano like this when I have my own place.