littel update

Okay okay it has been a long time since I have been on here....there has been alot that has happened...some good, bad and just not okay.... the not okay was that I have lost a few really wonderful men in my life. My wonderfully sweet grandfather ended his ride here on this earth after fighting hard...May 07,2012 was one of the hardest days so far in my life....I will never be the same, I miss you every single day grandpa! I wish that Trevor and our future children would have the wonderful honor of meeting and spending many wonderful moments with you. I guess I will have to be okay with you watching over us instead.  
  I was blessed to meet Trevor just a few weeks after grandpa passed away, and with conversations with him before his passing, I think grandpa may have had his hand in my meeting trevor. Trevor is one of the sweetest men I have ever been pleasured with meeting. Trevor and I have been dating since we met in may and things are going along great.
  My family has had there ups and downs, just like everyone, and have been able to see the whole circle of life. From the elderly passing away, to new ones being born.
  My job has been very stressful and frustrating...I feel like I am stuck back in high school and everything is a popularity contest and I am on the losing end.  I have been able to see a very big variety of medical issues and procedures in the ER and been able to help a few lives be saved, but now I am ready for something new. Just not sure what that is yet. 
  okay so that is just a small jist of what has been going on lately and I hope to update again soon. Hope you all are doing well. Love you!