what?

What would you do if tomorrow was your last day here on earth? What would your one wish be? I have been thinking about this for the last little while now and I honestly can't answer this one question. There is so much that I want to do before I die. I sometimes wonder why I am where I am in life and then I sit back and realise the reason that I am where I am is because I am scared to go forward. How funny is that? We are scared to stop living but really we are scared to really live. What is there to be afraid of? So we get a few bumps and bruises along the way but there is so much to see and so much to experience in life before we die. Why are we scared to have fun? Why are we scared to enjoy the time that we have? Why do we always have to go with the crowd just so that we fit in even though we really do not want to be there and have a completely different opinion? I will tell you why, it is because we are scared to distrube the peace and getting what we really want in life. I am the best at going with the crowd and blending in, trying to make everyone besides myself happy.

I really have no idea why I said all of that...sorry